Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
And maybe I'm overcast
And maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
I've been thinking about everyone, everyone
You look so lonely
But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars, the stars
I feel like myself
Stars looking at a planet, watching entropy and pain
And maybe start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking about the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent begin to look like home
I've been thinking about everyone, everyone you look so empty
But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars, the stars
I feel like myself
Everyone, everyone feels so lonely
Everyone yeah everyone feels so empty
When I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars,
I feel like myself
When I look at the stars
The stars
I see someone
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Friday, January 18, 2008
i wanna wake up KICKIN' & SCREAMIN'
Face down with the LA curbside ending
In ones and zeros.
Downtown was the perfect place to hide.
The first star that I saw last night was a headlight
of a man-made sky, but
Man-made never made our dreams collide, collide.
Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain,
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain,
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition, you've been talking in your sleep
About a dream, We're awakening
Last week saw me living for nothing but deadlines,
With my dead beat sky but, this town doesn't look the same tonight
These dreams started singing to me out of nowhere
And all my life I don't know if I've ever felt so alive, alive
Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain,
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain,
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition, you've been talking in your sleep
About a dream, We're awakening
I want to wake up kickin' and screamin'
I want to wake up kickin' and screamin'
I want to know that my heart is still beating,
It's beating, I'm bleeding.
I want to wake up kickin' and screamin'
I want to live like I know what I'm leaving
I want to know that my heart's still beating,
It's beating, It's beating, It's beating,
I'm bleeding
Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain,
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain,
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition, but you've been tal-talkin' in your sleep
About a dream, We're awakening
yk out
In ones and zeros.
Downtown was the perfect place to hide.
The first star that I saw last night was a headlight
of a man-made sky, but
Man-made never made our dreams collide, collide.
Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain,
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain,
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition, you've been talking in your sleep
About a dream, We're awakening
Last week saw me living for nothing but deadlines,
With my dead beat sky but, this town doesn't look the same tonight
These dreams started singing to me out of nowhere
And all my life I don't know if I've ever felt so alive, alive
Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain,
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain,
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition, you've been talking in your sleep
About a dream, We're awakening
I want to wake up kickin' and screamin'
I want to wake up kickin' and screamin'
I want to know that my heart is still beating,
It's beating, I'm bleeding.
I want to wake up kickin' and screamin'
I want to live like I know what I'm leaving
I want to know that my heart's still beating,
It's beating, It's beating, It's beating,
I'm bleeding
Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain,
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain,
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition, but you've been tal-talkin' in your sleep
About a dream, We're awakening
yk out
Monday, December 31, 2007
GoodbyeHello
Well, today's the day, the last day of 07. I haven't really blogged for quite a while, so i guess i'll just spend today, 31st of December 2007, to publish my last post of year 2007. Quite a lot of things happened in the course of this month. Hmm, i wonder where should i start?
Oh yes, firstly, the day where came back from Mt. Kinabalu. The climb was an experience... the food was delicious, the shoes and merchandises in the city were ridiculously cheap and friggin worth the money, oh god i finally got my high cuts there. But just haven't got any time to draw on them. I'll just procrastinate till march, then june, then sept yada yada. Procrastinators Unite! Later.
Then i was forced to mug. Well, not exactly forced but i realized... that i gotta mug, or im doomed. It's... a family thing. Moving on.
The Malaysia Trip. Whee. it was ok i guess. (Betcha heard this phrase alot of times. in blogs. Msn. and stuff.) Bought threadless look alike shirts at (again) ridiculously cheap prices.
THEN. RECRUITMENT! My next challenge. It's going quite well i suppose. (I hope) Hmm coming up on 4th of Jan... and i should think that Dragon Scouts is prepared for this. I hope my spokesman are too. And monkey bridge.
Ahhh enough facts. The year is ending. i'm here infront of the computer, typing, blogging. As a year phases through my face. The saying goes, Time waits for no man(and/or woman). True, very true.
I suppose this year can be classified as the most eventful year of my 15.5 years on earth. Being in Year 3 is really a challenge, i swear (warning for ya'll year2s of 07) It's not as easy as it seems, oh wait, it doesn't even SEEM easy.
Being SPL of DragonScouts and Vice-President of the Students Leader's Council, i really have two portfolios (filled with bricksss) glued to my hands. Haha pardon the corny metaphor. But then again. it's weird, i find it... fun. challenging, though sometimes it can really be REALLY stressful. haha.
My New Years resolution... Well, i just guess i wanna get into a good JC (NJC?) i hope. 10 points for mid year, 9 for prelims and 8 for Os. I really HOPE SO.
Well, now enough talk about myself. I'll like to spend this time to THANK THE WORLD. For those people who helped and guided me out throughout the year. ok here it goessss!
MUM AND DAD - Thank you for you support all this while. THANK YOU ALOT.
YUJIA - OI JIE! If you're reading this, thanks for helping me with math and my problems. Haha! Though sometimes... you can be... nvm... haha. Anyways, youre a great SIS!
YUCHEN - OI KOR! Thanks alot for everything. You're really a great brother and i won't want any other brother other than you (does that sound right?) haha.
PLC07/08 - Thank you so much for working together with me and patching up whatever i missed out.
PLC07/08 Tavence - Thank you so much for all the printing and stuff. And also taking up the field day role. You're great!
PLC07/08 Daryl - Thank you Daryl, also for helping me do sai kang. (at the SL camp and very much more)
PLC07/08 DICKSON LOL - Okay LARHZ. Yups Yups. EUUS HAV BEEn A GREATZXZ GUYZXZ TO WORKZXZ WIF. THANK EUUS. Seriously! haha. Yups.
PLC 07/08 Jie Sheng - Thank you so much for changing your attitude and come out with all those... bonding sessions. i salute you. haha
PLC07/08 Swee - Thank you swee hong for being there when i needed help. During SL or Scouts haha.
PLC07/08 Vinod - Okay er vinod. er... well... go listen to your metal. LOL HEY YOU SHOULD THANK US LOR. WE CLEANED YOUR SHED! haha. anyways thanks for everything.
HOONG LEONG WOOT - Thank you hoong leong for yeah, being a great brother. and mentor. you're really a great guy.
NCOs of UGs - Thank you for supporting and cooperating with me and you guys are really great.
Dina - It's been great working with you in SL. Youre a great SL president and Head Prefect!
Yingying - I must say throughout these years, you've really been a great friend. Thank you for your care and concern, thank you for everything!
XunHao - My, my Xun hao, i won't be your friend if you grow taller than me. HAHA just joking, thank you so much for helping me out when i was in... er.. trouble!
Linken - You. Quiet. Acting so cool. bah heck, thanks dude for everything. really.
Zaki - AH yes Zaki aka Slash. You're a great bud. haha look forward to jamming with you sometime soon.
JIA - Haaha you know you have the same JIA as my sis? anyway, yeah once again, thank you for your concern and help. You're great!
TingFeng - Yeah man, you're a great friend to have man. ah the nostalgic dota days with you. haha. Thanks!
Nich - YOU. ARE. ONE. CRAZY. SHIT. But thats cool haha! Rockon!
Rain - Whee rain thank you for being a great friend! hmm and helping me in piano. i guess haha!
Jonathan - Hey GENIUS! Thanks for helping me solve math problems and giving me advice and stuff yeah. haha!
Ah i think i gotta stop now. But to those who i did not testify, you're still great and prominent in my life! I just... er have too many friends and too little time to write them down... Anyways. THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Oh yes, firstly, the day where came back from Mt. Kinabalu. The climb was an experience... the food was delicious, the shoes and merchandises in the city were ridiculously cheap and friggin worth the money, oh god i finally got my high cuts there. But just haven't got any time to draw on them. I'll just procrastinate till march, then june, then sept yada yada. Procrastinators Unite! Later.
Then i was forced to mug. Well, not exactly forced but i realized... that i gotta mug, or im doomed. It's... a family thing. Moving on.
The Malaysia Trip. Whee. it was ok i guess. (Betcha heard this phrase alot of times. in blogs. Msn. and stuff.) Bought threadless look alike shirts at (again) ridiculously cheap prices.
THEN. RECRUITMENT! My next challenge. It's going quite well i suppose. (I hope) Hmm coming up on 4th of Jan... and i should think that Dragon Scouts is prepared for this. I hope my spokesman are too. And monkey bridge.
Ahhh enough facts. The year is ending. i'm here infront of the computer, typing, blogging. As a year phases through my face. The saying goes, Time waits for no man(and/or woman). True, very true.
I suppose this year can be classified as the most eventful year of my 15.5 years on earth. Being in Year 3 is really a challenge, i swear (warning for ya'll year2s of 07) It's not as easy as it seems, oh wait, it doesn't even SEEM easy.
Being SPL of DragonScouts and Vice-President of the Students Leader's Council, i really have two portfolios (filled with bricksss) glued to my hands. Haha pardon the corny metaphor. But then again. it's weird, i find it... fun. challenging, though sometimes it can really be REALLY stressful. haha.
My New Years resolution... Well, i just guess i wanna get into a good JC (NJC?) i hope. 10 points for mid year, 9 for prelims and 8 for Os. I really HOPE SO.
Well, now enough talk about myself. I'll like to spend this time to THANK THE WORLD. For those people who helped and guided me out throughout the year. ok here it goessss!
MUM AND DAD - Thank you for you support all this while. THANK YOU ALOT.
YUJIA - OI JIE! If you're reading this, thanks for helping me with math and my problems. Haha! Though sometimes... you can be... nvm... haha. Anyways, youre a great SIS!
YUCHEN - OI KOR! Thanks alot for everything. You're really a great brother and i won't want any other brother other than you (does that sound right?) haha.
PLC07/08 - Thank you so much for working together with me and patching up whatever i missed out.
PLC07/08 Tavence - Thank you so much for all the printing and stuff. And also taking up the field day role. You're great!
PLC07/08 Daryl - Thank you Daryl, also for helping me do sai kang. (at the SL camp and very much more)
PLC07/08 DICKSON LOL - Okay LARHZ. Yups Yups. EUUS HAV BEEn A GREATZXZ GUYZXZ TO WORKZXZ WIF. THANK EUUS. Seriously! haha. Yups.
PLC 07/08 Jie Sheng - Thank you so much for changing your attitude and come out with all those... bonding sessions. i salute you. haha
PLC07/08 Swee - Thank you swee hong for being there when i needed help. During SL or Scouts haha.
PLC07/08 Vinod - Okay er vinod. er... well... go listen to your metal. LOL HEY YOU SHOULD THANK US LOR. WE CLEANED YOUR SHED! haha. anyways thanks for everything.
HOONG LEONG WOOT - Thank you hoong leong for yeah, being a great brother. and mentor. you're really a great guy.
NCOs of UGs - Thank you for supporting and cooperating with me and you guys are really great.
Dina - It's been great working with you in SL. Youre a great SL president and Head Prefect!
Yingying - I must say throughout these years, you've really been a great friend. Thank you for your care and concern, thank you for everything!
XunHao - My, my Xun hao, i won't be your friend if you grow taller than me. HAHA just joking, thank you so much for helping me out when i was in... er.. trouble!
Linken - You. Quiet. Acting so cool. bah heck, thanks dude for everything. really.
Zaki - AH yes Zaki aka Slash. You're a great bud. haha look forward to jamming with you sometime soon.
JIA - Haaha you know you have the same JIA as my sis? anyway, yeah once again, thank you for your concern and help. You're great!
TingFeng - Yeah man, you're a great friend to have man. ah the nostalgic dota days with you. haha. Thanks!
Nich - YOU. ARE. ONE. CRAZY. SHIT. But thats cool haha! Rockon!
Rain - Whee rain thank you for being a great friend! hmm and helping me in piano. i guess haha!
Jonathan - Hey GENIUS! Thanks for helping me solve math problems and giving me advice and stuff yeah. haha!
Ah i think i gotta stop now. But to those who i did not testify, you're still great and prominent in my life! I just... er have too many friends and too little time to write them down... Anyways. THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Off i go!
I'll be leaving Singapore tomorrow for Mt. K! Scouts expedition. Whee. Then i'll be back on the 11th, 2am. And it pays to live in Kranji. The woodlands custom is SOO near my house. BAH so much for all the discrimination against Kranji dwellers. HAHA. Goodluck to yall, southerners. Have a happy time strolling back home while i gloat in my bathtub.
We're going whitewater rafting first! then we'll start the ascend. Hmm i cant wait till we get to Lows Peak (Don't ask me why they so ironically name the summit) And yeah im all set... i think. Stocked up on a helluva granola bars... milo... and PANGPANG TANG LOL.
AND MS. POLAROID! i think you're right, i'm already starting to miss talking to you. Like you said, it's almost like a routine. LOL. Guess its gonna be a real hectic month for you and me. I'm so fucking busy now. Ugh.
We're going whitewater rafting first! then we'll start the ascend. Hmm i cant wait till we get to Lows Peak (Don't ask me why they so ironically name the summit) And yeah im all set... i think. Stocked up on a helluva granola bars... milo... and PANGPANG TANG LOL.
AND MS. POLAROID! i think you're right, i'm already starting to miss talking to you. Like you said, it's almost like a routine. LOL. Guess its gonna be a real hectic month for you and me. I'm so fucking busy now. Ugh.
Friday, November 30, 2007
Okay, i know it seems rather awkward, but yes.
i got my phone back. or should i say, sim card.
Well, the one month curfew reduced to a... er... hmm... 24hour curfew? yeah about there. The morning after my parents confiscated my phone, in the car, we had little talk... about my phonebills and stuff. so yeah, out from the blue, or more appropriately, from my dad's pocket, came my SIM card. Well, i did feel rather repentant but... i took it back. yea so from now on i really gotta watch my phonebill or nasty things will happen.
And wwwwooohoooooo another day of DENMANDAY UP IN A FEW MORE DAYS!
ps: that's DEN-MAN-DAY in case you read it as DE-NMA-NDAY
i got my phone back. or should i say, sim card.
Well, the one month curfew reduced to a... er... hmm... 24hour curfew? yeah about there. The morning after my parents confiscated my phone, in the car, we had little talk... about my phonebills and stuff. so yeah, out from the blue, or more appropriately, from my dad's pocket, came my SIM card. Well, i did feel rather repentant but... i took it back. yea so from now on i really gotta watch my phonebill or nasty things will happen.
And wwwwooohoooooo another day of DENMANDAY UP IN A FEW MORE DAYS!
ps: that's DEN-MAN-DAY in case you read it as DE-NMA-NDAY
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Oh, what the fuck
Pardon the crude usage of words but i must insist that i vent my anger/dissatisfaction on my blog.
You know, seriously, fuck this shit. Guess what? My phone got confiscated for 1 fucking month. Why? because i fuckin' exploded my cap. $89.90. Shit, my parents warned me about this but still why the fuck?!!??! oh ah god damn it. I AM TRYING TO RESTRAIN MYSELF FROM OUTGOING CALLS BUT STILL. UUUUUUARAG. I don't know whether it's their fault or mine. Presumably mine. But just because i don't get what i want, in the heat of the moment, it seems as though it's my folks against me.
Screw this shit man. they gonna fuckin change my card into pre-paid. OH what the fuck i don't know what to do.
yk out
You know, seriously, fuck this shit. Guess what? My phone got confiscated for 1 fucking month. Why? because i fuckin' exploded my cap. $89.90. Shit, my parents warned me about this but still why the fuck?!!??! oh ah god damn it. I AM TRYING TO RESTRAIN MYSELF FROM OUTGOING CALLS BUT STILL. UUUUUUARAG. I don't know whether it's their fault or mine. Presumably mine. But just because i don't get what i want, in the heat of the moment, it seems as though it's my folks against me.
Screw this shit man. they gonna fuckin change my card into pre-paid. OH what the fuck i don't know what to do.
yk out
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Just on impulse.
Hey guys, it's me again, in the flash, blogging. Ugh yesterday's Mt. K training was okay, but AFTER that, i voluntarily went to do some weight lifting and stuff in the gym while the canoeists were runnning. wheee. And oh goddamn it now i got lactic acid ravaging my muscles and limbs.
RAWR I WANNA BITE SOMEONE. But no pain no gain.
And today's Ms Polaroid's birthday! Whee happy birthday polaroidyrilytiryfity. < wtf? haha. Though i know it'll be more sensible to put this happybirthday post earlier and not like 30 minutes to the end of your birthday, but better late then never hmm? haha. You're 15 now! GO MAKE YOUR IC. And you'll just LOVE the new shoes. =D
And. oh god i played dota this morning, it was just so nostalgic. The good ol' days of dota addiction. Haha but i restrained myself to like 3 hours only =P. It was fun i tell you, FUN.
And guess there's nothing much. CHEERIOS.
yk out
RAWR I WANNA BITE SOMEONE. But no pain no gain.
And today's Ms Polaroid's birthday! Whee happy birthday polaroidyrilytiryfity. < wtf? haha. Though i know it'll be more sensible to put this happybirthday post earlier and not like 30 minutes to the end of your birthday, but better late then never hmm? haha. You're 15 now! GO MAKE YOUR IC. And you'll just LOVE the new shoes. =D
And. oh god i played dota this morning, it was just so nostalgic. The good ol' days of dota addiction. Haha but i restrained myself to like 3 hours only =P. It was fun i tell you, FUN.
And guess there's nothing much. CHEERIOS.
yk out
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